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even when we’re caught in the wash of the rain or when the tears blend with rain and there is nothing to say i still feel like I’ve lost something to a lost cause in vain for you
with yours nothing like love but its still something like love there a tiger in bed with me it rips up my blood and when I’m finally flaccid your the thing that just happens I’m trying to describe us but I’m not doing it justice

Its so hard to think on xanax but its harder to brave it
your didn’t drive to aurora mother fucker just don’t fake it
good things die don’t waste ur life trying to save it
Till death I’ll keep stealing pills to be okay
everyday i feel like brendan fraiser just trying to buy groceries
broke/ broken as fuck but trying to hide it from everybody
load the chemical sadness into the top of a shotty
i just can’t wait until I’m again a thing without body

its like eating nothing for breakfast and then liquor for lunch
it like you love me a bunch but you don’t love me a bunch
and that there is something unsettling and that you have a hunch
that I’m guilt of something fuck I feel guilty too much
I dont wanna wear your old shoes till i breath a hypothermia blue
it like everything news old news even hot flame with you turns light blue

it so hard to think sober and its just so easy to fake it
you’ll never visit again mother fucker just say it
when all the good things die just get fucking wasted
you can just give up on life and chill like me in my basement
you can grow new comfort in sadness or in anguish
and when the telephone rings you can choose not to take it
and you burn down your old house and stay safe in the basement
or you can keep stealing pills from your brother till you make it


from flexing, released July 26, 2016



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